秋天奏鳴曲

Höstsonaten (Autumn Sonata)(1978) / Ingmar Bergman

Höstsonaten (Autumn Sonata)(1978) / Ingmar Bergman

關於女性的題材永遠吸引。母女之間的愛恨情仇糾纏,骨肉不能分割,那心結該如何解開?母女於一夜間將心底的怨恨痛苦赤裸地剖白,換來淚水與歉疚,但並不等於冰釋前嫌。母親與女兒的對等關係永遠存在,只是態度逐漸逆轉。女兒長久壓抑對母親的憎恨終於爆發,由最初的羞澀慢慢轉化為堅決的指控。母親卸下強悍面具後只剩下通紅的淚眼。

“One must learn to live. I practice everyday. My biggest obstacle is I don’t know who I am. I grope blindly. If anyone loves me as I am, I may dare at last to look at myself. For me, that possibility is fairly remote.”

片中的女兒說不能愛任何人,因為從沒感受到母親的愛,只感受到母親的冷漠,自己永遠被忽略。長久以來,女兒對母親又愛又恨,卻無法直接訴說。現實中的我大概也如此。難怪片中的對白深深刻進我腦海,我以為能藉以釋懷…

Liv Ullmann as Eva (daughter) and Ingrid Bergman as Charlotte (mother)

Liv Ullmann as Eva (daughter) and Ingrid Bergman as Charlotte (mother)

Eva: “A mother and a daughter. What a terrible combination of feelings and confusion and destruction. Everything is possible and is done in the name of love and solicitude.”

忽然感觸。母女的關係是如此矛盾。又是如此的不穩定。怕現在的表面的和平會突然崩潰。會不會重演從前的鬧劇。會不會。我現在平靜的心境能否一直延續。還是未知。Eva說,“There are no limits. Neither to thoughts, nor to feelings. It’s anxiety that sets limits.” 是的。既然如此,我應該樂觀,對吧。

*《秋天奏鳴曲》是Ingmar Bergman (director)和Ingrid Bergman (actress)這兩個Bergman絕無僅有的合作,不能錯過!(有興趣請按此在線看)

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